Why can't we just be friends?

I hate how relationships, with anyone, can go from simple to soo complicated in 0.66 seconds. It amazes me how one night can be the worst, and the next it's so easy. Why cant it just be easy all the time? No fights about who asked who first, or whose priorities or what. Who gives a damn? Were teenagers, and we arnt worried about any of that! I think our teenage species tends to think highly of themselves. All the time. And if its in our best desire to do something instead of something else, then we do it. No matter who we hurt, or let down, because its whats right for us. And we are our top priority.

another thing up for debate. Not really debate, but whatever. Haha. Why do songs interpurt our feelings so well? There is a taylor swift song for every heartbreak and mend, and then theres a rap song for every gang banger, and crack snorting sex addict. Whichever catagory you fall under, i dont want to know. Sometimes it feels as if songs portray feelings better than ourselves. Odd. Hm.

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Living Care-Free

     Latley ive been thinking about why we care what others think. Is it because we're scared, or maybe we're too insecure? I wish i didn't care. I'm trying not too. I think I care what other people think because if they don't like something that I do, and they tell me, it hurts. I don't like to hurt. Buuuuut anyways. I am going to stop living by other peoples rules, and be care free, (:

     Unicoorrrrnnnssss & gliiiiittttterrrr!!

     <33333

     I want to be Flo for halloween. How fun would that be? haha. But instead me and my sister Jenna are going to be Napoleon, and Jenna will be mexican Pedro :D woohoo!

     Question: When do you become too old for trick-or-treating? When you're 30 and have no kids, and wear a hot dog costume, and it makes you look like a pedophile? I think No. You're never too old. I'll probably still be trick-or-treating when i'm 30. I love Halloween. It's fun! and when candy is added to the mix, it makes it all the better.

     Guess what?! State fair is coming up! :D (http://www.wistatefair.com/10_web/index.html?mpch=sem) That means corn dogs, creepers, giant slides, music, and sweet corn. Does it get any better? <333 I love state fair. Except the Zipper ride. I HATE IT. I went on when i was 6 with my dad and cried, and screamed, and lost my shoe, andmy lolli pop. It was horrible. I will NEVER go on again. EVER.  D': -------------->

Summer 2010, :)

     My summer has been interesting so far. Theres been amazing nights, and dramatic bitches. Theres been break-up's and make-up's. I have made a lot of new friends, and lost some not-so-important ones. For me, it's been pretty much a win win summer. :) I'm so excited for highschool! New classes, poeple, and boys. :P

     So you're probably wondering who these dramatic bitches are, and who broke up!? Well. I shall telllll you. No worries.

Dramatic Bitches: We all have them. Those people who follow you like a lost puppy, and care WAY to much about you. They act like they're married to you, and its super creepy. So i decided to tell this person off. It went well. :)

Break-up: Hmm.. They suck. But things were to serious for me. I'm just glad we're friends, and enjoying life. :)

Make-up: Yes, it acctually happend! I got two of my old closest friends back into my life. (: Things are going great, and i'm glad they accept me for who I am.

     So there you go. All the retarded drama is gone, and I have a new group, and new memories. I'm happy, and i don't care who knows it. I'm not afraid to say it. :)

Nightmare.

I had an extremely scary nightmare not to long ago. Im paranoid of sleeping now. Yay! I'm super tired. Fuckk. This is going to be a short splurge. Not a blog. But ill blog tomorrow. When i can acctually function, because im hoping ill sleep tonight. :)

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It's not my fault this time it's yours.

I cant stand your extreme hypocracy. I cant stand the fact that you put down your own blood. I don't understand how you can make someone feel worthless, let alone tell them they are. I dont have time in my life to worry about insecurities that you planted in me. I dont see why you cant just accept me, for me. Stop trying to change me. Im never going to fit your goddamn mold, and im NOT sorry about that. I wasnt put on this Earth to fit anyones molds. Im here to be me, and i dont need your opinion and input. I hate when you say "i do it because i love you". You dont do it for that reason. You do it for your own benefit. You're so low that you need to put people down to feel better about yourself. That is just sad. You make me angrier than anyone could. You hurt me more than anyone could. When i'm gone, yes. Its your fault. If i dont send you a birthday card, or show up on christmas your
at fault. Your going to do that to yourself. Im not sorry, and i never will be.

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May 23rd, 2010.

Okay. This is how I feel today.
1.I hate people who copy me. It pisses me off.
2.I can't make everyone happy, it's not possible. It's excruciting, and i'm sick of trying.
3.I'm tired of fighting for something that seems to be another lost cause. Fuck that.

Okay, Now. This is how I feel about Hope, Dreams, and Love.
1.Hope. It gets nowhere.
2.Dreams. They make you want what you can't you have.
4.Love. Another word for a broken heart.

I don't get it. I don't get mean people who put pictures of you (me) in your (my) locker with your (my) throat slit. What the hell? Seriously? and I don't get theese retarded people who are trying to get into my problems and make drama for themselves because it makes them feel cool. It's just annoying, so stop.

On a happier note. I was sitting on my couch this morning watching Jersey Shore (<3) and writing. I made up the quote that I am going to LIVE BY today. What an accomplishment. I would share it with all of you, but there's people on this blog who like to COPY EVERTHING I DO! >.<

BREATH CORINE...
BREATH...


So. :) How was everyone's dayyyyyy?

The thoughts in my head right now.

It is extremely hot in my bedroom right now. I just thought i would share this. Anyways. Today was the first day in our pact to be happy and forget bitches. Score. :) haha. Its gone well. I played soccer. Called my bestfriend. And my boyfriend. Good day. Good day. I hope tomorrows good. The weekend is coming. :) i dont wanna get up tomorrow. What should i wear? I hate picking out clothes. Ughhhh. I wonder whats for lunch tomorrow? Cookies? Yes. Its 9:39. Damn alarm clock is still off.. I should fix that. Tomorrow. Why did caitlin poop in argentina? Weird.

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