I'm as good once as I ever was.

Things arnt what they used to be. Its kind of dissapointing, as well. I miss the days when everything was easy and fun. Where it was the little things that mattered the most and life was 'measured in smiles and sprinkles.' No one cared about how hot they looked or how many bras they could wear at once. Things were simple, and clear. I miss that the most i suppose..the simplicity. Dont get me wrong, i like life, i guess. Im just saying i wish sometimes it was...simpler. Less drama, and less overreaction. I wish things where clearer to. Simple. black and white. One or the other. No maybes, or in betweens. Just yes, or no. Its simple to say we want these things in our lives and when they get here we get scared. Scared of change. Well, im so ready.

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Who is she to tell one who to be?

She thought she knew who she was. Only to her dismay, she had no idea. She could not go and tell people about her life and about her without forgetting things. She couldnt tell anyone who she was, for that matter. She didnt know. She doesnt know. And shes trying. But its harder than it looks, or..sounds. She doesnt know where to go, how to start, or what to do anymore. She just wants to give up, and be done. Be done with everything. Be done with people who have no relavance to her life, and people who make life harder. People who bring negative un-needed events into her life. She quits. Game over. You win.

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The sands of time

As time goes by, slowly, i wonder. I wonder what i'll be like in five, or ten years. I wonder what all my 'friends' will be like. My parents, my sisters, and brothers. Will we be the same? I dont mean looks, or interests. I mean will we have the same character we have today. Will we only care about ourselves, or will we expand? Will we stop being jerks to everyone who is different in any way? Probably not, is my guess. The people who have to put others down to feel better piss me off. They are so concided, and self absorbed. I dont mean to say i havent ever put someone down for my own benefit, but i havent done it a lot. It makes me feel like a bad person. And i try my best to stand up for people, but some people just take it way to far. And then what? I dont know what to do after that point.. I cant just sit there and watch innocent people get teased because they're different. But on
the other hand i cant punch someone in the face either.

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