May 23rd, 2010.

Okay. This is how I feel today.
1.I hate people who copy me. It pisses me off.
2.I can't make everyone happy, it's not possible. It's excruciting, and i'm sick of trying.
3.I'm tired of fighting for something that seems to be another lost cause. Fuck that.

Okay, Now. This is how I feel about Hope, Dreams, and Love.
1.Hope. It gets nowhere.
2.Dreams. They make you want what you can't you have.
4.Love. Another word for a broken heart.

I don't get it. I don't get mean people who put pictures of you (me) in your (my) locker with your (my) throat slit. What the hell? Seriously? and I don't get theese retarded people who are trying to get into my problems and make drama for themselves because it makes them feel cool. It's just annoying, so stop.

On a happier note. I was sitting on my couch this morning watching Jersey Shore (<3) and writing. I made up the quote that I am going to LIVE BY today. What an accomplishment. I would share it with all of you, but there's people on this blog who like to COPY EVERTHING I DO! >.<

BREATH CORINE...
BREATH...


So. :) How was everyone's dayyyyyy?

The thoughts in my head right now.

It is extremely hot in my bedroom right now. I just thought i would share this. Anyways. Today was the first day in our pact to be happy and forget bitches. Score. :) haha. Its gone well. I played soccer. Called my bestfriend. And my boyfriend. Good day. Good day. I hope tomorrows good. The weekend is coming. :) i dont wanna get up tomorrow. What should i wear? I hate picking out clothes. Ughhhh. I wonder whats for lunch tomorrow? Cookies? Yes. Its 9:39. Damn alarm clock is still off.. I should fix that. Tomorrow. Why did caitlin poop in argentina? Weird.

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Helpless.

I hate having nightmares... They make me feel helpless, and i don't like it. I don't like when people are just mean. I don't get what i do, that makes people so angry at me. I try. And i think i'm done trying to be this person that people want me to be. They want me to be like them, and i can't do it. I need to be me, and my real friends will be there when i am me. And they accept me for me, well...some do. It just hurts, ya know? Hah.. Im talking to a blog.. Corine has officially gone insane. That's okay.. My heart kind of feels.. Empty. It's like blank, and doesn't know what else it can do. So it gave up.. I don't get it. And i know i've said that like 257690238 times, but it's so true. I guess i'm just done with trying to be society's definition of 'myself.' whatever..

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You've come a long way.

How do people sleep knowing that they are the cause of homeless people, the cause of deathes, the cause of a mother not being able to even say goodnight to her children? It makes me wonder if they would hate their child if they were gay, or who would take their own daughters rights away? I just dont understand it, i guess. How can people sit there and look someone dead in the eye and say "its fine.'' when it's clearly not fine. At all. I kind of hope those people get a strong wake-up call. The people who are judgemental twards everything that isn't their definition of 'cool', 'perfect', or 'normal'. The people who discriminate against other human beings. The people who have no faith in anything unless they get it their way. Even if it means killing innocent people that they know will fight for them. The people who don't judge a book by its cover, or content for that matter, and the
people who stand up for others even if they're standing alone deserve the fame, not you.

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She..

She hates racists. She hates spriders. She likes when people say they appriciate her. She hates thunderstorms at night. She likes blue air heads. She hates all other blue flavored candy. She likes blankets. She likes to laugh. She hates drama, shocker. She hates being alone. She likes the color green. She likes to slow dance. She hates too much axe. She likes sweet people. She hates jewish jokes. (so not funny.) she likes blogging. She hates cherry pie. She hates liquid medicine. She likes watermelon. She hates swimming in oceans. She likes the sun. She sneezes when she sees bright lights unexpectidly. She cant say canada correctly. She loves music. She likes killer whales. She wants to be a chef. She wishes to go to Italy someday. She likes being there for people. She hates sympathy, but longs for it. She hates being told what to do. She dislikes bees. She doesnt like doctors. She
likes the warm. She likes eyeliner. She likes converse. She likes hotdogs. She lovessss her braces :/.

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Best of intentions...

Hurt. It's something we all will feel, and inflict on someone else during our life. But sometimes you hurt someone without wanting to. Sometimes you just want the best for them and it ends up hurting them. You start out with best of intentions and it turns on you. And no matter how many times you say your sorry they just wont forgive you. They wont. And their hurt keeps growing larger, and so does yours. Its not a fun feeling, at all. You just want to sit there and cry. But you don't. You constantly try to make that person realize your sorry. Telling them you didnt mean to hurt them, and you deeply care about them and need them in your life. Heres my apology, again.

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