Summer 2010, :)

     My summer has been interesting so far. Theres been amazing nights, and dramatic bitches. Theres been break-up's and make-up's. I have made a lot of new friends, and lost some not-so-important ones. For me, it's been pretty much a win win summer. :) I'm so excited for highschool! New classes, poeple, and boys. :P

     So you're probably wondering who these dramatic bitches are, and who broke up!? Well. I shall telllll you. No worries.

Dramatic Bitches: We all have them. Those people who follow you like a lost puppy, and care WAY to much about you. They act like they're married to you, and its super creepy. So i decided to tell this person off. It went well. :)

Break-up: Hmm.. They suck. But things were to serious for me. I'm just glad we're friends, and enjoying life. :)

Make-up: Yes, it acctually happend! I got two of my old closest friends back into my life. (: Things are going great, and i'm glad they accept me for who I am.

     So there you go. All the retarded drama is gone, and I have a new group, and new memories. I'm happy, and i don't care who knows it. I'm not afraid to say it. :)

Nightmare.

I had an extremely scary nightmare not to long ago. Im paranoid of sleeping now. Yay! I'm super tired. Fuckk. This is going to be a short splurge. Not a blog. But ill blog tomorrow. When i can acctually function, because im hoping ill sleep tonight. :)

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It's not my fault this time it's yours.

I cant stand your extreme hypocracy. I cant stand the fact that you put down your own blood. I don't understand how you can make someone feel worthless, let alone tell them they are. I dont have time in my life to worry about insecurities that you planted in me. I dont see why you cant just accept me, for me. Stop trying to change me. Im never going to fit your goddamn mold, and im NOT sorry about that. I wasnt put on this Earth to fit anyones molds. Im here to be me, and i dont need your opinion and input. I hate when you say "i do it because i love you". You dont do it for that reason. You do it for your own benefit. You're so low that you need to put people down to feel better about yourself. That is just sad. You make me angrier than anyone could. You hurt me more than anyone could. When i'm gone, yes. Its your fault. If i dont send you a birthday card, or show up on christmas your
at fault. Your going to do that to yourself. Im not sorry, and i never will be.

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